Test

It has been a test of faith and good will to know that someday you will be sitting here. It is a test of faith by God himself to even understand why we have not been given you. We are tested everyday waiting for you to come into our lives.

I was in Walmart with your Dad and we needed Swiffer Wet Jet cleaner -- we got the new kind with the smell of Gain. It smells nice. After getting your Dad's Oatmeal Cream Pies, we started enroute to the checkout lines. We had to walk by all the wonderful baby items for sale. It was test of my faith not to break down and cry.

I do not tempt myself or even allow myself to think negative thoughts. I simple smile and know that someday when the time is right, your Dad and I will live in the rows and rows of baby stuff. We simply cannot wait for that day.

It has slowly became the giant leap of faith and beyond test of knowing that someday you will be with us in those rows and rows of baby items.

You are already in our hearts and forever in thoughts.

We love you more then you will ever understand,

Love your Mom